waiting in vain

◘WAITING IN VAIN◘

{ May 25, 2009 

◘WAITING IN VAIN◘

tick..tock..tick..tock..It’s already seven-thirty in the evening, I’m looking outside the window; hoping to see a familiar silhouette in a darkened street. But no, not yet, he is not there yet.But there’s still time, I’ve got to be patient. My eyes are swollen and sleepy, they’ve grown tired. wait, I can see someone. Is it him? no, Im wrong. That’s not him. What time is it? it’s already a quarter-to-eight. When will he come? Dark clouds are starting to form in the vast skies.Great. That would mean 50% chance that he’ll arrive and 50 % not. Damn it. I cant see a star. Where is he? I wish he would hurry. its been three days that i haven’t seen him. shit. it’s raining. 30% chance left. I’m hungry again. I’m looking like a balloon now. oh God, will he ever come? I can’t leave the window, maybe he would pass any minute now. it’s exactly eight. oh, my stomach is already protesting. but I can’t miss even a second or a minute, he might arrive. if he finds out that I’m not waiting by the window, he might get disappointed. and he would leave without letting me know that he’d already arrived, and he’ll never return again. no. I will wait. I will be patient. I will wait. there’s still time. oh, it’s already nine. where is he? are you wondering why I still wait for him? because I love him. I don’t want him to leave me. I don’t want him to feel embarrassed. I love him. I don’t want him to look stupid. I don’t want him to be like me…..

always waiting for him..

in vain..

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